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CRITICAL REFLECTIONS

Soil
Self & Space

My entry into this unit began with a specific focus on pigments, a strong continuation of my exploration from Unit 2, which involved finding soil and grinding it into colour. My exploration of space came much later, after the degree show, when my life in London took a different turn.

 

Compared to the previous two units, I began to feel that my key concepts of home, identity, memory, and comfort were starting to change or rather, deepen and expand as I worked through Unit 3, especially during the process of creating my degree show works.

'Space, indeed, is not merely the separation of objects in the world, but is rather a bundle of trajectories' (Massey D, 2005)

This understanding reshaped how I perceived things around me. I began to see spaces, filled or empty, not as a fixed static area, but as a product of human existence, layered with perception, memory, and emotion. Every space, no matter how ordinary, began to feel alive. I started noticing small, often overlooked spaces, and began drawing them, imagining my own thoughts alongside how others might have experienced them, how someone once existed there, how emotions accumulated and overlapped, leaving traces.I began to be drawn to the negataive spaces that existed between objects,often sketching them, trying to understand the emotion in them. Space began to feel layered, intimate, and fragile. And yet, in these spaces, I often wondered, where should I even look?

studio diary notes

On spaces

After the MA show, when I moved houses in London, I began to feel the emotional weight of spaces in a very personal way. The place I left behind had once been inhabited by someone else, carrying their memories, dreams, and joys. Spaces began to feel like these cages of layered histories with each person overlapping the other. Yet a room could also be intimate, a space of comfort, a feeling of home even in a new city. Leaving a room to start in another felt like beginning again, something I perhaps wasn’t prepared for.

 

This layered quality of spaces reminded me of LN Tallur's work, Inference (2019), a slow-motion video capturing the cleaning of a rug originally installed in a palace in Junagadh,India produced in the late 1800s during the era of kings and British colonial rule. The beating of the textile released clouds of dust, enveloping the scene and the workers, revealing layers of time and memory embedded in the surface. The dust was a trace of generations of the kings and people who once lived there, the echoes of a palace tthat remained untouched for so many years, and now filled the air.

The work resonated with my own experience of inhabiting rooms and migrating people in them which holded sedimented histories, where memory and human presence were persistant in subtle, almost intangible layers.

initial ideas in studio diary

Interference, 2019, Artist LN Tallur, image cortesy: gallerychemould.com

Building on these thoughts, the writings of anthropologist Setha M. Low helped me understand the deeper dimensions of space and belonging. She writes about how the house is not just a shelter but a cultural object, a place that holds memory, identity, and history within its walls. The idea of the “sweetness of home” she describes is something I found myself relating to and how comfort and belonging are tied to class, culture, and the material things that quietly shape our lives. The way a home is built, the furniture inside it, even the smallest details, all these carry the intimacy and protection we associate with feeling at home.

Low also speaks about how space is embodied, how our bodies move through and experience the world, and how belonging changes when we move between places. The idea of multilocality, being connected to more than one place at once felt close to what I had been feeling after moving to London. Spaces like airports or train stations, what she calls “non-places,” became part of my life too, where movement and waiting seem to hold a strange in-between feeling, neither belonging nor leaving. Through her writing, I began to realise that space is never neutral. 'It holds memory, stories, and social meaning; it lives through us and the way we inhabit it.'(Low & Lawrence-Zuniga, 2003).

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Reading her work also made me think of the performances of Thierry Mandon, a French artist who often stages quiet, almost meditative actions in abandoned or transitional spaces. Performances where he repeats ordinary gestures like reading, cleaning, or sitting still reveal how space itself carries emotion and time, and how the presence of different people inhabiting the same space over time creates layers of feeling, bedding one on top of another like fine layers of paint, thickening the emotions as they overlap. I found a deep connection between his approach and my own reflections on place: how stillness, repetition, and presence can transform even forgotten or ordinary spaces into sites of memory and contemplation.

Inside- Outside,2015,Theirry Mandon, image cortesy: designboom.com

On Pigments

For a while, i was quite engrossed in reading on different spaces and i couldn’t understand why i was so drawn towards exploring these spaces so I started asking myself: what are these layered memories? How do they accumulate, shift, or fade? This question became central to my thinking and practice during that period. I found myself coming back and again to pigments, especially the brown colour, as a way to connect physically and emotionally with these ideas.

While in my previous unit, i discussed about how using soil in my works was a part of my cultural history.

Working with soil, grinding and filtering it into pigment, felt like engaging with something primal and alive. The act itself became almost meditative: layering the material, observing its subtle variations, and sensing the weight of history embedded in it. It was not just a process of making paint; it felt like an encounter with the earth itself, with its past and presence, a way to anchor myself in the flux of moving, leaving, and inhabiting spaces.

The physicality of pigments like the raw earth, the textures, the odours echoed the layered memories of the rooms and streets I moved through. Just as dust in artist Tallur’s video reveals sedimented histories and my pigments carried traces of time, labour, and the lived world, reminding me that even something as seemingly inert as soil is a repository of memory. Each time I ground, sifted, or mixed pigments, it became a ritual, a way of acknowledging the past while creating something new, tangible, and expressive in the present.

Experimenting laterite soil combined with red oxide

Pigment using Soil

My experimentation with pigments expanded beyond soil. I used Indian berries, grinding them to produce color, initially as experiments rather than a fully formed concept. Yet, these materials carried personal and cultural memories, tying my childhood and heritage into the work.

I experimented with Laking with jamun (Indian berries), Oil paint from soil, Water-based pigments from ground soil, Pigments from oxides, Woad pigment extraction (blue).

Each experiment became a ritual with process and material reflecting time, presence, and memory. 

After my research on Kaavi motifs and soil in the previous unit, this time I attempted to create oil paint using laterite soil from Goa and, after several experiments, was able to achieve a successful result. I also wanted to recreate the traditional method once used for making Kaavi motifs, combining soil, jaggery (a sugarcane extract), powdered burnt shells, and lime gypsum to form a thick paste. Due to the unavailability of powdered shells, I used a small amount of dispersion as a binder for the pigment. After several trials, this process proved successful, and I plan to use this pigment in my Research Festival work.

One noticeable change I observed during these experiments was how drastically the colour of the soil changed, reacting differently each time. During my MA Show, the paint I created had a much stronger reddish hue, whereas recreating it this time resulted in a deeper burnt sienna or dark-brown tone.

Working with these earthy, brown pigments also connected my practice to a rhythm of labour and meditation (labor et ora; Cotnoir, 2021), where the process itself became as meaningful as the outcome.

The materiality of the pigments , the smell of soil, the texture under my fingers, the way the powder settled or reacted with oil became a form of reflection and grounding, embedded in the spaces I inhabited and observed.The use of brown pigments also reminded me of alchemical processes, starting with something raw, even unpleasant or formless, and transforming it into something meaningful. Brown pigments, historically dismissed as “earth tones” or “brown sauce,” have long been tied to ideas of squalor and decay, what alchemists called the materia prima, the fetid earth from which transformation begins. I found resonance in this: how something so basic, even dirty, could hold the potential for beauty and reflection. The heaviness of soil and its association with labour, the mundane, the discarded, mirrored my own state of mind during transitions and reflections on space.

Mulling laterite soil in oil paint

Mulling laterite soil mixed with jaggery (sugarcane extract),gypsum and dispersion in water based paint

Oil Pigment on canvas

painting from first oil paint experiment 

 Oil paint created from pure laterite soil

Studio notes of experiments- Oil paint using soil and working with soil and jaggery powder

While researching brown pigments,I was fascinated when i discovered mummy brown. Mummy brown is a pigment made not by grinding gemstones but Egyptian mummies. It became popular during the 16th century, when traders constructed a well-oiled network for trafficking mummies into Europe. Human mummies yielded the best pigment, though in their absence, artists also used mummified cats buried alongside their Egyptian owners. The pigment was valued by Renaissance painters as well as the Pre-Raphaelites, who, despite rejecting classical idealization, shared a fascination with its transparency. It worked beautifully for glazing canvases and painting shadows and flesh tones. I became fascinated not only by the historical use of brown pigments but also by the way artists like Rubens and Rembrandt manipulated them. This feeling of literally having a corpse on a canvas and depicting scenes of wars and truimphs left a startled feeling in me. 

Inspired by this, I visited the Rembrandt House Museum to study his use of pigments.​

Observing Rembrandt’s works, I became fascinated by the very dark, rich browns he achieved, often referred to as Vandyke brown or Cassel earth, an earth pigment sourced from Northern Europe, including regions close to the Netherlands.

His palette was dominated by earth tones like ochres, umbers, and deep browns, creating a dense, layered warmth inseparable from the landscapes, soils, and cultural context of his homeland (Feller, 1986). In contrast, Rubens palette leaned more towards siennas, ochres, and warmer browns, drawn from pigments sourced in Italy and Flanders, giving his works a different kind of vibrancy and luminosity.

 

Observing these differences, I realized that the colors an artist chooses are not merely visual decisions; they carry the geography, history, and labor of the land from which the materials are drawn.

 

Each stroke of earth-based pigment embodies the sediments of time and place, embedding material memory into the surface of the painting itself.

 

Collecting soil from my own region felt like the same process, a strong representation of my work and the layered experiences of human presence upon it. This reinforced my interest in connecting pigment to land, memory, and human presence, showing how deeply place can shape both color and meaning.

Mummy brown; image courtesy: ArtUK.org

Study of an Elderly Woman in a White Cap (1640), Rembrandt at Rembrandthuis, Amsterdam

Dark Vandyke brown

The Holy family at Night, Rembrandt at  Rembrandthuis, Amsterdam

To closely observe Rubens’ technique, I went to The National Gallery, where I studied his use of a brown wash as a base before layering thicker pigments to build depth and warmth.

Inspired by this, I began experimenting with my own handmade pigments, painting his works in the gallery and layering them in to explore the qualities of the pigment. It was quite different to the ways of how i usually paint but i began to feel like a repetition of a historical event, as Ruben, who often lived in different parts of Europe, worked with various shades of brown influenced by his geographical location and the earth of the land. ​

Painting these scenes made me feel that I was adding a small part of my own land into this shared emotion.The process of grinding soil, creating pigments, and applying them became almost ritualistic, echoing the layering of memory and presence in spaces I had been exploring.

In both cases, layering became a method of connecting the material to human experience: each stroke, each wash, carrying time, memory, and emotion.

His underpainting colors are simple, an imprimatura with an earth pigment between yellow ochre and raw Sienna. Sometimes he used a gray imprimatura. This was streaked on the ground in a pattern, sometimes horizontally, sometimes diagonally from the top right corner to the bottom left corner, and sometimes vertically. Then his underpainting colors were slightly darker, composed of raw Sienna, burnt Sienna, burnt umber, and black. Occasionally, I have made the last color white to set the stage for the mass tone.

Paintings from The National Gallery

Closeup of A Lion Hunt (1614-15), Peter Paul Rubens at The National Gallery, London

Closeup of Samson and Delilah (1609-10), Peter Paul Rubens at The National Gallery, London

Pigment study notes

Painting with soil pigment at The National Gallery

Mulling the soil pigment: water based; laterite soil, oxide and dispersion

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Laking and Calcinating experiments: Indian Berries and Kokum

WOAD Extraction 

Woad extraction was a workshop I attended as part of the Painting Methods and Materials sessions. In the previous unit, we had cultivated woad plants in the garden, and now, with them fully grown, we experimented with extracting blue pigment from their leaves. The results were a rich, navy-blue colour pigment.

 Process:

  • Wash the leaves plucked from the woad plant and crush them lightly.

  • Place the leaves in a vessel and boil at 80°C for 10 minutes.

  • After boiling, transfer the vessel to an ice bucket and let it cool for 5 minutes, until the temperature reaches around 50°C.

  • Squeeze out the leaves from the boiled mixture and add 3 tablespoons of soda ash or potash. This addition causes the extract to change color.

  • Foam the mixture by pouring it from one bucket to another for about 10 minutes. The foam should gradually turn blue.

  • Allow the extract to rest for 2 days, then repeatedly clean it with water until the liquid becomes clear.

workshop notes

Woad leaves

extract sifting to enhance colour

leaves boiling at 80 degrees

Blue foam 

ice bath at 50 degrees

final extracted pigment (left) and pigment cleaning in process ( right)

From studying Rubens’ paintings and exploring pigment extraction to working with Kaavi pigments in Goa, my research gradually evolved toward understanding the influence of Portuguese colonization which naturally drew me to the color blue.

 

I learned that blue pigments were historically prized by French and Portuguese rulers, who used them to adorn palaces and churches through glazing and tile techniques. This practice resonated deeply with me, especially given the enduring Portuguese presence in Goa. The Azulejos; the iconic blue-glazed ceramic tiles introduced during Portuguese rule became a point of fascination. Still visible today on Goan house facades and nameplates, they act as markers of identity, history, and continuity, bearing witness to generations that have inhabited the same spaces.

Azulejos, image courtesy: amritaduorah.com

Delving deeper, I discovered that the blue pigments used in Portuguese tile-making carried vast material and trade histories. The story of Portuguese blue unfolds like a journey across lands and centuries, from the cobalt mines of Saxony and Bohemia in the 16th century to the luminous faience and azulejos that adorned churches, palaces, and public buildings. By the 19th century, Portuguese technical literature recorded both natural and synthetic blues, revealing the interplay between experimentation, craft, and industrial innovation (de Oliveira et al., 2019). When these pigments reached Goa, they embedded themselves in its architecture and cultural fabric, a tangible link between colonial histories, local craftsmanship, and present-day Goan identity.​

Azulejos on Chapel, Saint John the Baptist,Goa.

My fascination deepened further when I encountered Haint Blue through Anna Bunting Branch, a shade rooted in African traditions that later traveled to Louisiana. More than a colour, it spoke of trade, labour, and displacement, a pigment shaped by movement and memory. Reflecting on this, I found myself returning to the browns of my own land: the earthy reds of Kaavi, the siennas of Europe, the soils of Goa. Each pigment carried its own geography, its own rhythm of labor and belonging.

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This comparative reflection reinforced my own practice. Just as historical blues and browns hold stories of place, exchange, and endurance, the pigments I create from soil, berries, and other local materials embody layers of memory, personal history, and the materiality of space. The earth I grind, the textures I build, and the surfaces I work upon are not merely materials, they are conduits of experience, quietly binding the past and present through color, labor, and touch.

Reading notes on blue pigment

MA Show and Large-Scale Experimentation

installation view, MA Degree Show

Tambde Devul (The Red Temple), Metal sheet, chalk base, soil pigment, wood.

During the MA show, my practice was more ambitious in scale.

For my metal installation work, titled 'Tambde Devul', I explored Kaavi art, which I had been studying since Unit 2, and initially planned to create curved wall panels reflecting the original Kaavi walls in temples and churches. 'Tambe Devul' in my mother tongue, i.e. konkani language, literally translates to 'red temple'. The idea first came to me while I was searching for pigments and soil in Goa. It began when I visited a temple well-known for its Kaavi motifs. I searched for pigment in that area and eventually found the perfect red soil after excavating deep into the temple grounds. Throughout this process, as I was making the pigment, I kept thinking about what I should create on the metal sheet. I began reflecting on the history of the temple and how the craftsmen in earlier times used the same earth on the very surfaces they painted, grounding their art in the place it belonged to. That made me realise that if I was going to use pigment made from soil for the first time, I should honour the people, the temple, and the worshippers who have been connected to that space for generations.

This was my first time working directly with excavated soil, turning it into pigments, and documenting the temple from which it came.This thought was also influenced by my conversation with the Goan artist Sagar Naik Mule, who spoke about how creating images of gods from the soil of the same temple was, for him, a way of connecting art to god and god to the land. Inspired by this, I decided to use my documentation of the temple’s inhabitants and their worship as the foundation for my work. It also carried a personal connection; my own family has been worshipping at that temple for many years, adding another layer of meaning and continuity to the work.

Work documentation and details 

Resolved work

Searching and Collecting laterite soil, Ponda,Goa.

Close up of 'Tambde Devul' installation work

Small Longings, Oil on Canvas

One of the first works I created for my MA show was my painting Small Longings. This piece was made shortly after I had finished reading Daniel Miller’s 'The Comfort of Things', a text that explores how objects and spaces shape personal and social life, offering intimacy, security, and emotional resonance. At that time, I was documenting people in various spaces, observing how they arranged their belongings and found moments of comfort within public or shared environments. As I completed the initial sketch on canvas and began painting, I realized that I had subconsciously composed a series of moments drawn from these observations, people finding solace in the presence of others, small gestures of care, or simply being nestled in quiet, intimate corners. The work became a meditation on how material environments and human interactions create a sense of security and belonging, echoing Miller’s notion that objects and spaces are not passive, but active participants in shaping human comfort and emotional life. In Small Longings, these observations crystallized into a composition that mirrored my own search for comfort and connection within the broader rhythms of daily life.

Close up of 'Small Longings' painting

Work documentation and details 

Resolved work

The Smell of Salt and Steel, Oil on canvas, projection mapping on loop

This work was one of my major projects where I worked with professional projection mapping software. The works title ’The Smell of Salt and Steel’, originated from my decision to document a fish market, specifically, the Billingsgate Fish Market in London. I wanted to connect it to the fishing scenes in Goa, so I used audio recordings from Goan fish markets to create a layered memory that resonated with the atmosphere of the London market.Why I chose a fish market is something I can’t entirely explain, but fish has always been a strong symbol of my hometown. Goa, being a coastal state, holds fishing as an integral part of daily life, and through this work, I wanted to express that sense of influence and longing I carried with me in London.

When I first visited the fish market there, it instantly brought back memories of home, the sounds, the smell, the chaos while also revealing the contrast between Goa’s vibrant, crowded fish markets and London’s more structured, sophisticated ones. This intuitive connection inspired me to begin documenting different scenes at the market as a way of preserving that memory.For the painting, I combined some scenes of Goa to create the work and later decded to integrate projections to evoke a layer which i felt that the painting wasnt able to convey. I created a short moving-image piece of the market and overlaid it with audio from Goa like the bells, the chatter, the crowd, transforming it into an aural memory that shaped the atmosphere of the work.

Having worked with projection mapping since Unit 1, I have always been careful about how I used documentation over painted surfaces. This time, however, I wanted to create two distinct ways of viewing the piece. I displayed an angled, zigzag-shaped structure where the viewer could experience the projection from one side and see the painting on the other, allowing both aspects to exist in dialogue. I found this duality of viewing deeply engaging and conceptually rich. This also eased my process of projecting on the surfaces which was suggested by specialist technicians Mariana Fantish and Nicholas Healy at the Studio for Contemporary Arts, Chelsea College of Art to guide me in his project. My initial idea was to create multiple screens with a single video projected across them from different viewpoints, but due to technical limitations, I refined the concept into two panels. This adjustment ultimately made the work more interesting and focused.

'The Smell of Salt and Steel', video projection and painting

Work documentation and details 

Resolved work

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